She joined the seekers (religious something) so she is away for 3 days and they are not allowed to use phones. So we do not have any communication for a day now. it is too difficult for a couple to not have any communication, because communication is one of the most important things in a relationship. Not getting to talk to her for a day really kills me, I miss her so much. Oh, and did I mention we are in a long distance relationship? We are 8,500 fucking miles apart. She is in the Philippines, and I am in Canada. I know you are thinking that it is only for 3 days so it is no big deal, but, yes, it is really a big deal for us. See, we haven’t seen each other in person for 2 and a half years now, and communication is all what we got. I can’t go a day without talking to her. Even though we are on skype, I still miss her every second. Damn, I love her so much.
I’m sorry that i have no energy and I’m sorry I’m depressed and can’t sleep at night and I’m sorry that when I do fall asleep I sleep until 3 and I’m sorry I’m no fun to be around and I’m sorry I’m so insecure and can’t eat the same food you do and im sorry I’m going no where in life and have no reason to even wake up.